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Praying for myself

These thoughts I try to hide

I have faith in me and hope this will survive

But it＇s tearing me apart

I can＇t hear the words by which I guide

So I must ask again who will carry me

I will not deny that nothing can defend

From the helplesness that＇s cutting deep inside

And I cannot prevent the thought that nothing＇s real

Seems I＇ve waited years for this day to end

The strength I need to feel the pride inside of me

Are not there behind the face staring back at me

The anger and the pain of knowing where I am

I have come so far and I cannot return

Nothing I can do that I have not done

No words I can say No truth left that I can see

So must I let this end so everything falls apart

Before I live the life as I have always done

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong

Something I can hope for Something real that I can see

So nothing falls apart So that it does not end

I cannot return I can＇t start again

Nothing to deny nothing to defend

From the helplessness cutting me so deep inside

And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real

It seems I've waited years for this day to end

Praying for myself these thoughts I try to hide

I have faith in me and hope this will survive

But it's tearing me apart I can't hear the words by which I guide

So I must ask again who will carry me

Nothing I can do that I have not done

No words I can say no truth left that I can see

So must I let this end and everything fall apart

Before I live my life as I have always done

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong

Something I can hope for something real that I can see

So nothing falls apart so this does not end

I cannot return I can't start again

Nothing I can do that I have not done

No words I can say no truth left that I can see

So must I let this end and everything fall apart

Before I live my life as I have always done

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong

Something I can hope for something real that I can see

So nothing falls apart so this does not end

I cannot return I can't start again