We have conversations

I have conversations with myself

With someone else

Staring into nothing

Staring out at something

I'm not there, I'm everywhere

And when I go back

Back to the start

First time feels so far away

Far away

I'm just a little messed up

I'm a little out of my head

Looks like I get along fine

But most the time I'm just scared

I'm just a little messed up

I think that that's okay

I'm just a little messed up

I'm just a little messed up

You have expectations

I have expectations every night

All the time

Better off pretending

Better to be spending time alone

Without my phone

And when I go back

Back to the start

Hindsight feels so far away

Far away

I'm just a little messed up

I'm a little out of my head

Looks like I get along fine

But most the time I'm just scared

I'm just a little messed up

I think that that's okay

I'm just a little messed up

I'm just a little messed up

And when I go back

Back to the start

First time feels so far away

Far away

Go back back to the start

Hindsight feels so far away

Far away

I'm just a little messed up

I'm a little out of my head

Looks like I get along fine

But most the time I'm just scared

I'm just a little messed up

I think that that's okay

I'm just a little messed up

I'm just a little messed up

I'm just a little messed up

I'm a little out of my head

Looks like I get along fine

But most the time I'm just scared

I'm just a little messed up

I think that that's okay

I'm just a little messed up

I'm just a little messed up