I'm trynna look where things are off-balance

All I wanna do is fix

Never been a person who likes a mess but a part of my body enjoyed it

The rest is trynna push it away

There's a voice I hear every night

It sounded good until I realised It's controlling me

Now I sleep every night covering my ears from it

I don't wanna listen

All I wanna do is take control again

Voices really took control of my choices

They just want me down so I don't kick

Why they drag me down

Yeah I know it

I bet on it

I'm real tight

It's really drowning

All on my side

I'm all in it

From that night

Let's go hit it

And talk right

Do u get it?

How bad I fight

Do u feel it?

When I'm on that blaze

When am all in their faces

I'm growing up and it's not what I thought

Look what it brought to me

At this age I don't know what's a must

What should be done in it

I don't know if I'm trying it gave no result

It doesn't go up really

I relate that I have said a lot

But I never sum up really

I go hard on me

Put the blame all aside

Turn it all on me

When I think that it's time

Break it down only

When it comes to the night

I just wanna scream

Damn I hate when the sun is rising

Tighted up to a dream

That I always keep on hiding

I just wanna leave

But I know I gotta fight

Now I got **** to lose

Voices really took control of my choices

They just want me down so I don't kick

Why they drag me down

Yeah I know it