I still don't know who I am

The only thing I know is that my name is Sam

And I wonder where I lived

I remember a soldier and he's giving me a gift

And I'm bleeding

I lay down in a hole all alone without a meaning

And I suffer

Yet I'm still alive and I have nothing more to offer

Oh I'm not scared I am ready

I release myself

Oh I'm not scared I am ready

I release myself

Shooting people that's my duty

I almost killed myself completely in fury

And I'm not made for this

The war is almost over there's a light in the darkness

I feel guilty

My family is standing waiting it's over I've been lonely

I shoot a bullet through my head

My pain will be over and I'll be dead

Oh I'm not scared I am ready

I release myself

Oh I'm not scared I am ready

I release myself

Oh I'm not scared I am ready

I shoot myself

Oh I'm not scared I am ready

I shoot myself