From the sixteen year old me, to me ten years later

When have I lost myself?

What is the spirit made of?

I just keep losing my beat

So tired of pretending

Haunted by loneliness

Death before dishonor

I feel empty inside

Where's my happy ending?

Nobody wants to love me

On such a bitterly cold night

Can't escape from my mortality

Can't swallow this harsh reality

Don't you fucking hate it when you hear my voice?

So throw me aside now

My younger self

There's no peace

Fuckin'sickenin'

Where is the real me?

Yes I'm done, it's time to say good-bye

Just to give a meaning to my pain

I don't fear anything at all

Imperfection isn't beauty

So needless to say

I'm so useless

Death before dishonor

I feel empty inside

Where's my happy ending?

Nobody wants to love me

On such a bitterly cold night

Can't escape from my mortality

Can't swallow this harsh reality

Don't you fucking hate it when you hear my voice?

So throw me aside now

So throw me aside now

So throw me aside now

(Death before dishonor)

So throw me aside now

So throw me aside now

(Death before dishonor)

Life without love is just totally pointless

So throw me aside now

So throw me aside now

One way gate to hell

Being the richest girl in the cemetery doesn’t matter to me now

Where's my happy ending?

On such a bitterly cold night

Can't escape from my mortality

Can't swallow this harsh reality

Don't you fucking hate it when you hear my voice?

So throw me aside now