Cool

Swim Camp 2018-08-07

专辑简介

This song, to me, has a couple different things happening at the same time thematically. There is the obvious shift from the synthy, breathy intro to the more natural, acoustic body of the song. This transition is kind of what I see happening in my music big-picture. I am trying to head towards a more organic, natural sound. As well, I wanted this song to be about loss. The intro is all about a sense-memory that I had about a park I used to go to when I was like 4 and how it feels to not be 4 anymore. Then the body of the song is more about what it feels like to be disappointed by someone who you've let into your world. It's a very ambiguous feeling, because while you have been let down by that person, you also let yourself be let down by making yourself vulnerable, which is both a painful truth and a beautiful one too. So it's kind of trying to rectify your responsibility to that situation and how you move forward in your life.